To Dance Unfettered

by Weston J. Kathman

The world is bright
The love is deep
Everything is hopping
Ideas are popping
That mad urge to create has never been more alive

Take those pills, Doc
And send ‘em back to Big Pharma
Tell the agents of reality evasion
To keep their placeboes
I want all the darkness
All the grandiosity
All the inspired shenanigans
Every element of the carnival in my head
To dance unfettered

We shall then meet again
On the other side of chaos
Where hope is unnecessary
And freedom is only a precious few thoughts away …

The Healing Power of Apathy

by Weston J. Kathman

Can one care deeply about apathy — and still qualify as apathetic? Is it counter-intuitive to passionately devote oneself to apathy? It’s worth a shot nonetheless.

The only transgression of which an apathetic person can be guilty is neglect. Sure, if you have children, it may be advisable for you to care about them. Then again, depending on the type of care you provide, they might be better off if you chose apathy. That’s a judgment call. But to care about a world that doesn’t give a damn about you — well, it doesn’t seem too pragmatic. Better to accept and embrace the transient nature of everything and DETACH. Letting go is the easiest, most liberating course available.

For the world was plenty screwed up when you got here. It will be plenty screwed up when you make your grand departure, whether you’ve been an imp, a saint, or something in between. You can’t do much to improve this madhouse. And even if you somehow did improve it, so what? Everybody dies all the same. Sorry to spoil the ending.

It’s not the fault of apathetic people that the world is in rotten shape. The ambitious were the ones who ruined it (and continue doing so). Waging wars takes tremendous motivation. Conning, exploiting, battering, and killing people requires commitment, focused dedication. Don’t blame the apathetic for such evils. They didn’t create those evils and it’s not their responsibility to end them. If everybody smoked doobies and laid on their couches, scarfing down Doritos and watching mindless television — Earth would be at peace.

Of course, the contrarian ideas contained herein are doubtlessly heretical. We are supposed to care intensely about so many issues. War. Peace. The environment. Inequality. The economy. Blah. Blah. Blah. Our rulers want us to be emotionally invested to the max in the funhouse mirrors carnival of corruption and deceit that they have so audaciously constructed. They condition us to believe in voting and other civic superstitions. They don’t just want our loyalty; they want our brains, our souls, our balls. We should keep those things for ourselves.

Essentially every revolution in history has been a rearrangement of the deck chairs on the Titanic. Perhaps it’s time to abandon ship. The revolution of indifference will save the world!

Emancipation begins with three simple words: “I don’t care.”

servant to deterministic nature

by weston j. kathman

whisked away on edges
of clear blue tomorrows
where infinite possibilities gestate
only to arbitrarily transition into
a single reality soon unfolding
servant to deterministic Nature

sun goes up
sun goes down
daily beats lacking rhythm
meanings attached to forgotten moments
mind filled with mangled imagery

then waking to a new day
process starts again
one additional tomorrow devoured
by that monster Time

here we be
there we go
infinitesimal fragments
of a transient landscape

A Culture of Infantile Narcissism

by Weston J. Kathman

The most prominent characteristic of modern America is extreme narcissism. We constantly applaud ourselves for being born in the right part of the world. It suggests that the population suffers massive insecurities. If people had enough belief in themselves as individuals, they would have no use for the empty egotism of nationalism.

Coupled with the narcissism is a total incapacity for self-criticism. We have internalized and personalized the propaganda of our masters. We have allowed them to define who we are. Therefore, we must never acknowledge that the United States can do any wrong. Stick our fingers in our ears and pretend like the dickens that our delusions of grandeur somehow reflect reality. Such an attitude guarantees that the same mistakes will occur over and over. It is also absurdly juvenile.

That brings us to another major feature of contemporary America: childishness. The culture caters almost exclusively to intellectual and psychological four year-olds. Just look at the popularity of people like the Kardashians and you will realize how brainless this society truly is. Then consider all the seat belt and helmet laws, regulations governing the sizes of soft drinks, and other policies designed to prevent us from moronically harming ourselves — it becomes impossible not to conclude that we are a nation of infants.

Of course, no one is supposed to notice any of that. Even if you do notice it, you sure as hell aren’t supposed to point it out to anyone else. We have nationwide fantasies to maintain here. Facing harsh truths is not part of the agenda. Better to let our obliviousness and wishful thinking lead us into inevitable collapse.

Notes on a Lunatic Asylum

by Weston J. Kathman

Any group consisting of three or more people is a potential lynch mob….

Males make up roughly 90 percent of the prison population. That’s one form of inequality we don’t hear feminists carping about….

Activism is a response to an itch that needs to be scratched. Scratching that itch is usually the sole objective. People hold rallies against sweat shops, for the environment, against war, opposing abortion, etc. These rallies rarely accomplish anything. But the activists don’t care. They’re just scratching an itch, relieving their own guilt and dissatisfaction. They’re not concerned about whether their actions have a positive effect — or even if their actions have a negative effect. Such folks are not “progressive” or “enlightened.” They’re just as self-interested as everybody else….

Disagree with the Left on racial issues, you are a racist. Period. Disagree with them on the sacrosanct matter of feminism, you are a sexist. Period. Don’t bother debating these things. Just own up to what you are and move on….

When two factions are in contention over something, it’s almost never that one side is right and the other is wrong. Most of the time both sides are wrong; each is simply wrong in its own unique ways. This is one reason why independence from factions is essential to critical thinking. Taking a side virtually ensures that one will be unable to evaluate that side with proper skepticism….

In a world of endless atrocities, the team name “Redskins” seems extraordinarily low on the list. But the activists have to scratch that itch….

“Character” and “morality” are among the most overrated things in the universe. What really matters is productivity. Satisfy people’s desires enough — you will enjoy immunity from common moral standards. Politicians order villages of helpless children chopped to pieces. We throw parades for those same politicians, and we name streets and schools and airports after them. If some sports star gets accused of rape or busted for steroids, his home fans will continue cheering like hell for him as long as he helps his team win. Religious leaders can commit all manner of transgressions; their flocks inevitably forgive them. Morality only applies to those insufficiently productive. Give people what they want in the right amounts, you can get away with the worst character imaginable….

Kill twenty people and you will qualify as a villain of the most despicable variety. Kill twenty thousand — the history books will likely label you a “great leader”….

The most dominant theme of modern society is MORE. There can be no such thing as ENOUGH. Forget about “In God We Trust”; in EXCESS we trust. If a man has ten million dollars, he wants 100 million. If he makes it to 100 million, he wants a billion. Satisfying our greed is impossible. This almost universal obsession with MORE indicates a society steeped in personal insecurity.

A few years back, some lawyers here in the Cincinnati area won a major class action case against a pharmaceutical company. Had the lawyers played it straight, they would have made something like 60 or 70 million. But that just wasn’t ENOUGH. Not in the culture of MORE. The lawyers wanted hundreds of millions — and thereby stole the money from their clients. Their actions were completely consistent with the main priorities of this society.

The NFL made something like 16 billion dollars last year. Not ENOUGH. So now they’re discussing adding a team in each conference to the playoffs — because, you know, we just don’t get enough 8-8 and 7-9 teams in the playoffs. The world is just pining to see the seventh best team in each conference get a shot at the big prize. This is nothing beyond a crass revenue grab by a bunch of guys who already have enough money for fifty lifetimes. But actually, there is never ENOUGH. Must always overextend for MORE.

There are countless examples of this phenomenon. “Land of Opportunity” is a sugarcoated euphemism for land of greed. The endless quest for MORE will likely lead to the eventual disintegration of this culture — an outcome that will be richly deserved….

The good news is that none of these things need hamper those of us savvy enough to divorce ourselves intellectually, morally, and spiritually from this toxic environment. Each of us is an INDIVIDUAL. Never forget that. In fact, the only two human entities that are not artificial concoctions are the INDIVIDUAL and the FAMILY. The FAMILY is rooted in biological truth. All other organizations are contrivances. They may serve decent purposes, but they remain no less make-believe. When enough people embrace INDIVIDUALISM — and reject manufactured associations based on accident of birth and other trivialities — the world will experience a great leap forward. The noxious quest for MORE will end peacefully. There will at last be ENOUGH. It would be a beautiful thing to see.

Sideline Man

by Weston J. Kathman

He remained on
the sidelines
of all attempts
to improve the species,
scoffing and saying,
“How outlandish —
to invest
so much confidence
in those unworthy of it.
Emancipate yourselves
from the need to better
that determined
to stay worse.
Humanity is
a ship of fools
that will drown you
in a sea of idiocy
and conformity and fear.
and focus on the
one thing you can improve:

Lines Too Fine

by Weston J. Kathman

There is often
a fine line between
confidence and grandiosity,
courage and recklessness,
assertiveness and aggression,
conviction and stubbornness,
forthrightness and rudeness,
class and snobbery,
humility and self-abasement,
kindness and weakness,
hope and delusion,
faith and foolishness,
trust and gullibility.

Beware self-honesty –
which only blurs
the lines further.

A Farce So Grand

by Weston J. Kathman

a farce so grand
it cannot stand

but instead will fall
to the cackling call

of an illusory devil
whose heart doth revel

in our naive ways
as we count our days

and make futile tries
for pies in the skies

til the cows go traveling
over cliffs unraveling

only to land
in a farce so grand
it cannot stand

but instead will bend
before starting to ascend

to a painted sky
with an almighty Pie
that we won’t let die

Natural Born Naturalist

by Weston J. Kathman

Nature isn’t everything; it’s the only thing.

The words “unnatural” and “nonexistent” are synonyms. It is not possible for anything genuinely unnatural to manifest. The “nature versus nurture” debate misses a point: where did nurture come from if not from nature?

Many people use “natural” and “unnatural” as synonyms for “good” and “bad.” It is poor word choice that implies poor reasoning as well. Everything that exists and/or happens is natural, whether we like it or not. And nature is paradoxical. Pedophilia is natural; revulsion to pedophilia is natural. Homosexuality is natural; hostility toward homosexuality is natural. Abortion is natural; opposition to abortion is natural. Human moral concepts are part of nature, but they do not ultimately control nature.

Here is where faith (belief without proper evidence) comes in: I have faith that regardless of skewed human perspectives, nature is forever in a perfect state of balance. Whatever exists and/or happens — whether we think it good, bad, neutral, or unworthy of attention — contributes in some way to unseen balance. The worst atrocities in the world contribute to balance. The most beautiful things and events likewise help to maintain balance. So do the mundane and unnoteworthy. Even imbalanced human perspectives inexplicably serve balance. I can demonstrate none of that. I do not believe it with firm conviction, only with a faith that I would readily abandon in light of contrary information.

It is easier for me to believe in a self-creating nature than a god independent of nature who created everything. The evidence of my senses — which may admittedly be unreliable — indicates the existence of nature. My sensory evidence has never indicated the existence of any god. So believing in a self-creating nature does not require my belief in an entity for which I have no evidence. But I do not believe in a self-creating nature. It is merely the more plausible of the two options. Nor are they the only options. Most significantly, I have no reason to think — whether a god exists or not — that my belief or nonbelief in a god will have the slightest effect on anything beyond my own psyche.

Nature works in mysterious ways. Nature is omnipotent. Nature is omniscient. Nature is omnipresent.

A Pseudo-Pantheist